realized that not

fetch under the riverbank of his bed.
He knelt down next to her. Her feverous breath quickened and she gave out a weak 14)moan. He pressed his face to hers and whispered calming words into her sleep. And all at once he 15)fancied she had been with him for many years and was dying. He had a sudden clear feeling that he would not survive her death. He would lie down beside her and want to die with her. He pressed his face into the pillow beside her head and kept it there for a long time.

Now he was standing at the window trying to call that moment to account. What could it have been if not love declaring itself to him? But was it love? The feeling of wanting to die beside her was clearly 16)exaggerated; he had seen her only once before in his life. Was it simply the 17)hysteria of a man who, aware deep down of his 18)inaptitude for love, felt the self-deluding need to simulate it? His 19)unconscious was so 20)cowardly that the best partner he could choose for his little comedy were this miserable 21)provincial waitress with practically no chance at all to enter his life.
He remained annoyed with himself until he knowing what he really wanted was actually quite natural. We can never know what to want because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come.

There is no means of testing which decision is better because there is no basis for comparison. We live everything as it comes, without warning, like an actor going on cold. And what can life be worth if the first rehearsal for life is life itself?
②“Einmal ist keinmal”, says Tomas to himself. What happens but once, says the German 22)adage, might as well not have happened at all. If we have only one life to live, we might as well not have lived at all.

# by taulloct | 2015-07-17 13:06

More grow up more lonely

Growing strokeup is a terrible thing, gradually lost its original nature. But undeniable is, we pass through this time, and leave your most memorable moment. Youth, once missed, will become forever regret. So we pay, do what you like.

Who can say who is right and who is wrong? There is no right and wrong, the concept of people much had differences. When we Business Private Networkwere so young, so we ripen in advance, but later we have grown up, no longer young frivolous, then slowly recall sour youth, about the time of scattered, barren pain, sadness and secret, mouth unconsciously slowly raised.

See, the children how good ah! Each child will become an adult so exclamation, they were young we found that shadow, so everyone's youth had domineering, dazed and confused.

Youth, like fireworks, beautiful and short, people by surprise. Youth, bloom in the wild life journey, like a exotic flower can not square thing. Youth is like a fast relaxation and train, leaving only a shrill whistle in the empty mountains circled resound.

How to take the youth, the initial good frames, but the world is so big that we cannot see its appearance, young, how do we choose that this does not belong to our grief? Guo Jingming said: "youth is aEtc wine shop beautiful injury. If sorrow inadvertently broke into our hearts, so don't panic, do not be afraid, please face it with a smile, that is the factors of growth of the inevitable, only accept it, you will grow up, will become strong and mature.

If you are young, then please do not hesitate at the crossroads of confusion, please find their own direction, the courage to face life. If sad, find a no one corner, buried sadly there, give it a smile, then turned and left. Don't be sentimental, youth is not the key, it will not be suspended over it again.

The youth, please cherish, if you meet, please smile.

Sit in the time of the other side, the past youth - slowly, once again as if through the youth.

# by taulloct | 2014-08-14 11:42

The southern suburbs of Seattle

Five people were injured in a shooting outside a bar in the suburbs south of Seattle early Sunday morning, according to the King County sheriff's office.

King County detectives said one person suffered life-threatening injuries and has been taken to Harborview Medical Center for treatment.

The shooting in Skyway happened around 3:30 a.m. Sunday.

KOMO-TV reported that both men and women were hit. Two others were treated for injuries in nearby hospitals, including one person with only minor wounds.

Details about the shooting were still vague midday because the victims were not cooperating with police, according to Sgt. D.B. Gates.

"Our understanding is that it happened in the parking lot," Gates said. "The club was either closing or had closed. A lot of people were milling around the parking lot, and that's when the shots were heard."

Evidence gathered at the scene indicates that at least two guns were used in the shooting, and investigators weren't yet sure if the shooters were in a car or on foot.

"It's absolutely a possibility that this is gang related, and that may be why no one really wants to tell us what's going on," Gates said.

Detectives were seeking witnesses and surveillance video from nearby businesses.

Other shootings happened in this area in 2010 and 2008.

Further details about the shooting and the conditions of those injured were not immediately available.

# by taulloct | 2014-07-15 13:18

The scandal during the debate

Mayor Rob Ford said during the first televised debate of Toronto's election campaign that people are no longer interested in the drug scandal surrounding him after the front-runners seeking to replace him said he has embarrassed the city and ruined its reputation.

But mayoral candidates Olivia Chow and John Tory made no mention of the incidents of drug use, drunken public appearances and erratic behavior that have given Ford international notoriety during the debate on Wednesday. Both only said Ford has let the city down office furniture.

"It's time to take down the circus tent at City Hall. Rob Ford has made Toronto an international embarrassment. It's time for change," said Chow, a left-leaning candidate popular in downtown Toronto. Tory, a right of center candidate, told Ford he's disrespected the office of the mayor.

Ford, who has rebuffed pressure to resign since admitting to smoking crack cocaine last year, said people are not interested in scandal talk.

"People have heard this story. It's rewind, rewind, rewind," said Ford, who often rolled his eyes, stared at the ceiling and flashed grins at the audience nu skin.

Ford also said talk of it the scandals is "personal" and he repeated that he's "not perfect." The mayor, who avoided reading from a script unlike the other candidates, looked more relaxed and touted his fiscal track record.

Ford acknowledged last year after months of denials that he smoked crack in a "drunken stupor" after police said they obtained the crack video, which has never been released to the public. News reports of the crack video's existence first surfaced last May, igniting a media firestorm around Ford. He careened from one scandal to another, becoming a figure of international notoriety and a national embarrassment for many Canadians.

The candidates and journalists in the debate didn't ask specific questions about the crack scandal or the police investigation into the mayor and his friend and former driver Alexander Lisi, who is facing extortion charges over attempts to retrieve a video that appears to show Ford smoking crack from an alleged gang member nu skin hk.

Tory later said he didn't need to ask Ford about it.

"I think people are very familiar with all of those details. They don't need me to take up time in the debate," Tory said. "If I say he disrespected his office through his behavior than that sums it up I think. I don't need to repeat all the gory details for everybody out there to hear because they know it very well."

The Toronto City Council stripped Ford of most of his powers in an effort to isolate him, but it lacked the authority to force him out. The election is Oct. 27 and many more debates are scheduled.

Ford is not facing criminal charges but police say the investigation continues. Recently released police documents note that meetings between Ford and Lisi are "indicative to that of drug trafficking" and that the two have been in constant contact during the investigation.

Ford has said he's confident he can be re-elected despite the scandals. He has said he remains highly popular in Toronto's working-class conservative suburbs nuskin hk, which carried him to victory in 2010, galvanized by his promise to shake things up at a City Hall he said was dominated by free-spending liberal elites.

Ford's promises to slash spending, cut taxes and end what he called "the war on the car" gained him a loyal following in the suburbs that came to be known as "Ford Nation."

# by taulloct | 2014-03-28 12:15 | news

There is no sharp peaks

When the end of the world to love, tears will fall down, you said it was lonely, that will miss you every day three hundred and sixty-five night. Desolate night cooling too hot heart, like a cloud of passive fire cardinal manchester, fire not that full of crowded small commotion, you say, love me again when the wind has no edges.

When the mountain has no edges and corners, when the river no longer flows, day and night to stop no changes, when the flowers and trees are withered, I still can not forget, or can not stand, your arms are no longer my temperature, your gentle to I don't know who, you say soft words to strangers, and but I never see your face.

Always feel lonely nu skin. When you're all by yourself, who will come to your mind, Is it right? Want to find a person to accompany, your happiness and sad, only I can understand, let me recall back.

Teeter, press forward day and night alike, the pace will not slow, you say, you will have better than me. I say, you will very miss. They vowed to lie, the mountain will lose edges.

Suddenly, there is a lot of words to find who, but can not find partners, like the sky of the sparrow, also can not find the direction to go. If the mountain will lose edges, it is who steal the stab the heart of china.

What club do you always say, I think I will not hear. You are not beside me, boiling water cooling cold; you're not by my side g-suite cardinal, hand shaking empty empty; you are not beside me, ear very desolate desolate.

You just don't come to me, the mountain edge stab into your heart.

# by taulloct | 2014-02-13 13:18 | g-suite cardinal man